Let's Reflect!

Salam ukhuwwah wa mahabbah for every Muslims bros and sis.

May each of us is always in Allah's love and guidance.
Well, i believe most of us are in a very hustled condition; we are having the final examination; some may be have the exam just around the corner; or some people like me and my TESL friends are having the written assignments and protfolio with a very upcoming submission due date.

In my place, I can see everyone is not in a good mood to talk, to smile and what more to hang out... Stressfull faces, mumbling and grumbling words every where.. I admit... more or less, I have the same feeling.. there are alot more that i need to finish up.. However.. there is something that trigger my mind to not letting myself feeling as such... Thus, i want to share it here..

I beg everyone, including me to take some times to sit and reflect...

• While we are struggling with a few papers...

• What our Brother and Sisters in Palestine right now are struggling with? What are the children right there dealing with right now? Aren't they are facing a MUCH BIGGER examination or TEST compared to us...?

• We deals with papers..

• They are dealing with STONES..BLOODs and BOMBs...
  

• We are mourning for our wrong answers in the test... grumbling for our misunderstanding towards the assignment requirements.

• But, Do you know what were their answers when they were asked about their hardship? Did they mourn? Did they grumble?
  

• The answer is, They DIDn'T..! Though we might see they are sad from their faces...
  

• Yet, via the TV, i witness myself one of the children said, "Hasbunallaha Ni'mal Wakeel!" [Allah is enought to be our protector/guard] when they are interviewed.
  

• and another one said, "Ya Yahood! We are not corward to face you! We are the worriors of ALLAH.. We always happy to struggle for His JANNAH...!"

• An Humanitarian Worker who visited Gaza has shared his expereince in a Malaysian newspaper, "I was surprised. I expected to see people begging for help and sympathy.. But, I see none of it.. What I witness is the peaceful SPIRIT, the limitless COURAGE and the outstanding BRAVERY."
  

Subhanallah, can u imagine...? Such BIGGER test makes them feels no stressful.. and Yet, they're PROUD and HAPPY... though they are playing with Bloods and Bombs.

How much ashamed and sheepish we are.... aren't We? Grumbling and Mourning merely for a very tiny matter compared to theirs...

You know why are they like that? BECAUSE they are CLEAR on their VISION and MISSION.. who they are.. why they are there.. and WHAT they'll achieve from their Struggle and FIGHT...

So, Are we CLEAR on Our VISION and MISION?

Subhannallah.. LET'S REFLECT... LET'S MAKE a CHANGE.. LET's STRUGGLE FOR HIS JANNAH..!


-SERVANT-

Ilham di pagi hari

Salam everyone..
just nak share.. sajak di bawah ni.. tiba-tiba Allah ilhamkan pagi tadi.. ntah mengapa.. saat menerima panggilan Ummi saya semalam.. which is actually, seusai saya berkongsi tentang rindu pada ummi di laman ini.. saya sangat terharu dengan KEBAIKAN ALLAH...


Kekasih

Hatiku bersatu dengan-Mu
Cintaku tertaut pada-Mu
Oh, Kekasih
ku tak bisa berpisah dengan-Mu
Oh Kekasih
Hanya Engkau ku serahkan jiwa dan hartaku

Kau hadir saat aku perlu
Kau ubat hatiku saat ku terluka
Kau bahgiakan aku saat ku berduka
Kau kenal diriku lebih dari aku sendiri

Oh, Kekasih
Mana mungkin ku punya pengganti untuk-Mu
aku tak ingin
aku tak bisa
berpisah terpisah dengan-Mu
walau sejenak, sesaat atau sekerdip mataku..

Oh Kekasih,
ku berharap, ku mendamba
cinta ini Kau terima
cinta ini terus mekar, terus subur
sampai saat
ku bertemu, bersua dengan-MU

Oh Kekasih,
izinkanlah aku menerima Cinta-Mu..

-SERVANT-

UCP MARJON,
Plymouth, UK.
April 22, 2009

Hu... ALLAH terlalu MAHA BAIK terhadap saya, hamba-Nya yang dhaif dan kerdil ini.. tak terhitung ni'mat-ni'mat-NYA pada saya... tambah pula dengan Ni'mat terbesar, which is IMAN dan ISLAM yang dihadiahkan pada saya sejak lahir....

Saya semakin rasa bahawa Tak LAYAK untuk saya larikan CINTA saya pada sesuatu apapun melainkan pada-NYA.. TAK LAYAK..memang tak layak...

If i did (nauzubillah).. sungguh saya hamba yang TAK SEDAR DIRI, BONGKAK dan tak tahu BERSYUKUR... wu...

Kawan-kawan..teman-teman yang dikasihi..
Mari kita Meletakkan CINTA kita pada selayaknya...Mari kita jadi HAMBA RABBANI yang tak henti-henti mengejar cinta RABBnya yang MAHA AGUNG...

wallahua'lam, wassalam..

with love and care,

-SERVANT-

Mummy!

I try to call my mum so many times. But, no one answers the phone. Perhaps, she went to Masjeedil Haraam and left her phone in hostel. Yea.. no one like to be disturbed in such precious moments..being in Baitullah... However, i think i really miss her.. Miss her very much. Huhu.. Mak...! Well, may be i could share about my beloved mama here.. hopefully it'll help me to feels better..

Since the moment i started to realize bout things around me, i already called her 'Mak'. '
Mak' here, 'mak' there.. and everywhere 'Mak'...
As i grew up and acquired languages, there are times i feel i like to called her 'Mummy' or 'Ummi'..

Indeed, i can declare that my mom and i have been always attached to each other. Though i admit, we hardly say 'Sayang' to each other.. yet, we know very well how much both of love each other. My mom has a favourite phrase, 'sayang tak cukup dengan kata-kata' which means 'Love is not only word'. She prefers seeing me doing good things for her, instead of saying 'Sayang' to her...

Truly, i owe her in so much things throughout in my life... But, there is one thing that i would always admire her which is her listening skill. I have a habit since i was kid until my teenage age, whereby i liked to share with my mom every single thing that happened to me.. every..! hoho.. Can you imagine how much my mum were being patiently enough to listen to me each time i talk? Fortunately, she is indeed a good listener! My mom said... she was already used to my late dad's talking, so how much to compare my words to his.. hihi.. so, it means my late dad talked more than me!

My mom always wants the best for me.. that's for sure i know... That's why whenever she scold ed me.. or she started to nag at me... I enjoy her words very much..! It's true..cause I know... who else want to do that to me, but her the only one... [huhu...mak... rindu sama mak..]

My mum always said that she is an imperfect person.. but, for me.. she is an ideal Islamic mom.. forever.. Insya-allah, i promise.. as long as live... i want to be 'Anak Solehah' to her... practicing each Islamic values that she taught me since little...

Mom... You are always my sunshine!

p/s: Insya-allah, next time.... i could share with you some of her practices in educating us, her Chidlren towards Islam (TARBIYATUL AULAD).. though we may have no chance to apply to our own offspring, yet..as a teacher to be.... We have the KIDS to be educated.... isn't it?
---> kanak-kanak riang

With Love and Care
-Servant-